im writing this post b4 i walk into the 22nd yr of my life. another new chapter, new begining, continues my happiness and joy in life, with all my friends and family, leaving the sadness and emoness behind me.
this birthday really feel very different from other yrs, i feel im more matured and grown up. [not vertically i hope.] as i was telling milos that this birthday feels a lot more different, because the previous one was like moving up the different stages of childhood and teenage life and even marking of being a young adult! but now, its like i have passed all the stages of life of those. im not in the grey zone or what ever its called. im in the black and white area labeled as ADULTS! meaning im responsible for myself and my parents, and i need to take care of more than myself in life. =) thanks everyone around me for accompanying me this far!! i really feel very loved and cherished by friends and i treasure that. and not forgetting my family. thanks mummy and daddy for bring me up as a lady [ im proud to say this!] i really love you all deep deep! muakz!
and i wanna thank myself for coming so far! there are dark days and shadows in my life at different point of time. but u pull it through all girl!! good job done!! and do better!!! i love you more than anyone!
love,
xiying XOXO
