e person was trying to fix e out of order ticketing machine, which many ppl r unhappy with. imagine u queue for 15min and e machine just turn out of order in front of ur face! lol. tts wat those in the queue for tt machine r experiencing. =p lucky we were at e operating one. =) sentosa look like this when u enter it through e sentosa express! rather an unpleasent first image. =x both sentosa express stopped here, cas e drivers wanna talk to each other. =.=" and when they drive off, it started so fast tt and old man beside me fall down and im trying hard to balance myself and grab him to help. we were attempting to keep both our hands and legs in contact with one another. me and sk (when i was still dry and clean) e dry ones. pearl sweekun and wanching.(ok wanching was later dragged into water like i was. and got wet in e end.) we were dripping. hahaz. wanted to go and bath, but e queue for shower in e girls toilet was like WAH! but de queued up in e end cas we cant stand it. was in e queue for like an hour, b4 we took our 5min bath. =.= during tt one hour we were really bored and came up with crazy ideas. like auto doors,which opens after 10min, so ppl inside dun take forever to come out. but peijin was nicer to suggest auto tap which will cut off e water supply after 10min. so is not tt stressful to bath in there. =) Photo of e day! after tt left sentosa to vivo to hang ard e roof top. Sunday, June 29, 2008
yesterday was my class day, 28/06. =)
1st yr!
2nd yr!and we r 2yr and 3months old! =Dwent to sentosa with e class and really enjoyed e day. been a long time since we last gathered as a class, and having so many ppl there is just a great achievement! its also a small farewell gift for grace, who will be going back to malaysia and to UK after this. hope u enjoyed it too! =Dits been a long time since i last went to sentosa (bout 2yrs) =x and i nv take e sentosa express b4, so was quite lost at the station there. (although at my previous job, im telling ppl how to go to sentosa like everyday. =p)
e wet ones. me alvin hongchia peijin grace zhanyong & qingwen (i was thrown in by them. =.=)
u see. =x
one of e decent photos we took. i shall keep those unglam ones of ppl slping and all out of sight from e public. =)
wanted to spend our night there, but vivo closs at mid night. =( so we took a bus down to amk mac. and spend e rest of e night there. and left e place at ard 6.30am this morning.
me and grace and amk train station. b4 going back
she said e pic (on e left) look like e one we took on last day of sch, so i dug out e one (on e right) and ya i guess they look alike. =)
当我看到那个影子的时候,似乎已经预知事情的到来.
你的一声呼唤,确定我的预知.
轻轻的一句话,让我再一次失去自我.
怎么办,你问.
还能怎么办,我答.
对不起.
那么简单的三个字.
让我对自己失去了信心.
你的陪伴让我放下戒心,相信你, 依靠你.
但现在呢, 当我开始相信你的时候,你让我失望.
我说我没事,是我在逞强, 我想潇洒.
但是心里,我做不到, 我拼了命的求救, 你似乎没有受到丝毫, 又或者,你选择视而不见.
以后我还能不能再相信你, 我不知到.
还能不能在相信你这种朋友, 我没信心.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
its always sad when ppl ard u r going on a long journey.
to a foreign land from their home or back to their home from this foreign land.
its common tt ppl travel across e planet these days,
but im still not learning to let go of friends, close or not.
although chatting online and those things are easy these days,
but it just feel different when they r not ard.
and for those going,
i envy their courage to leave family and friends to a new land where they hardly know of anyone.
to start a fresh, its not as easy as said i understand.
truly wish them all e best, to their studies to their life, to their future.
maybe someday we will meet again, after years, when we r all different from now.
but i hope e friendship will remain, for we once know, when we were still innocent and young.
some friends just come and go, while others leave footprints in your heart,
and after that, you are never the same again.
Monday, June 23, 2008
im pissed, bored, irritated. ok i sound like im pms-ing. but im notttttt!!!
dun no wats wrong with me. just feel my world isnt right. my mood changes super fast and small things and bring my mood all e way down. having terrible mood swings. =.="
have a thousand and one qn im my mind tt i need ans to and i cant sort out my mind to ask any. is this wat u get when slack for too long? brain not functioning properly alr i guess. arrggghhhh.
i need to remind myself to chill to cool and not to be angry with random stuff. they just happen to make my day worst. haiz. y y y???!!!
im i just asking for too much? nv truly understand wat others can do for me and wat i can give. after all everyone is selfish in a way. for themselve, for their loved ones.
just accept it!
ok enough of rattling.
i think i just need a brk.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
决定了就不要放弃, 无论如何都要走下去. 加油! =)
Saturday, June 21, 2008
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.* Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.* These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!ok i was tagged by
Remember her and read qn 13!!!1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?im not going to be violent and hurt myself. give him a chance to explain and then GOOD BYE!2. If you can have dreams come true, what would they be?i wanna be a photographer and travel ard e world with my camera. =D3. What will your dream wedding be like?a church a gown a bride and a large crowd?no way. i just wan it to be remembered by both of us!maybe we can fly to arctic for it! =D (but i still wan those presents from friends. yes im greedy. okai. =x)4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?i have a few pictures in mind bout e future. just hope it dun give me a BIG surprise.5. What’s your ideal lover like?TALL!!! ok im tall but i love heels! =x so he needs to be REALLY TALL. and ya, must be able to give me a sense of security.6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?loving someone7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?lets c, my record was bour 2yrs? but tt was yrs ago.well, if he dun love me now, i dun have e confidence to make him fall in love with me. so lets move on. =) (maybe tts y i cant find HIM yet. =x)8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?if i LOVE him, i will wish him all e best.if i LIKE him, i will be jealous.9. Is there anything that’s made you unhappy these days?yes.but, im sad, im emo, im back to myself!10. Is being tagged fun?e only reason y im doing this is cas im bored in e office. =)11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?MATURED! (ok i admit im not, for now.)12. Who are currently the most important people to you?mummy, daddy, friends. i cant live w/o anyone of them!13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?she is hot, nice, sweet, fun to be with, and always make u laugh. and she is single and looking. so anyone wan her number?14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?single and rich. i have all e gd friends tt i need and an enjoyable life. i just need $$ for this.15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?open my eyes and try to remember if its wkend or holiday. =D16. Would you give it all in a relationship?depends on how much he is willing to give in.17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?tt wont happen to me. and for most girls i would say.this tag must be created by a guy.18. What type of friends do you like?just hold on, i need to check with them wat kind of ppl they r, collect data, do a summary list, draw a chart, then i will get back to this right. ^.-19. What type of friends do you dislike?ok i shall do e same to all those tt i hate. so can all those i hate please line up and take a number. i shall interview u guys one by one. =.=oops, i think i miss out e last line bout who shall do this tag or smt like tt. well. just do it if u wan to. like if u r bored in e office too=p okai im going back from work to enjoy my happy wkend!
Friday, June 20, 2008
i wanna go overseas for holiday!!!so manp places i want to visit , but so far only manage to go back china.ok lets list down e places first and decide wat i want to do bout it. 1st-Taiwan! (its e most practical one in my list =x)to shop and eat and play. seems like many ppl r going.BUT wont be able to go down this yr, because this miss dun have time to settle her visa! lol. i dun wanna fly there and be trap in e airport for a few days then come back. and taiwan is rather sensitive bout china passport holders. =x2nd-Australia!the beach the sun the sea the culture and e ppl!would like to visit sydney, gold coast, melbourne, canberra.but i need to save up $$ first! =(3rd-New Zealand
simply the view!dont u wanna visit this place on earth??simply stunning scenery. but again. a trip down would cost at least 2-3k. x.x money money.just looking at e pics make me in love with new zealand alr!!!! 4th-Europe.Pairs, Venice, Rome, Vienna, Barcelona, Istanbul, Copenhagen, and it goes on...any one wanna join me in this? we can find sponsorship together. =D 5th-Scandinavia, Canada and Alaska(anywhere tt i can c aurora) oki. this is e list of places i wanna visit b4 i turn say 35?so i have 15 yrs for tt! got to work hard to earn e bucks for these trip.anyone interested in joining me in some of them? =)
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
BE HAPPY! =)
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
she is tired.
tired from work,
tired from guessing,
tired from trying to understand how the world work,
tired from e aimless life.
its bout 4 40yr old ladies at NY city and their life. a good and all rounded representation of different kind of ladies at their age. little miss perfect, who own a gd family and lovely hubby. a workaholic, who focus too much on work and neglect her husband. another lady who love freedom so much tt she gave up a man tt love her so much, just to be free and have her own life back. and e main actress of the show, a writer, who thought marriage can give her "happily ever after", but instead it brought her away from her happiness. but in e end, they all found and reach their goal and solved all problems. a typical ending. and e least realistic part. if only life can be as wonderful.Friday, June 13, 2008
when i finally decided not to get e black dress, i saw a pair of shoes!
beien was wearing it when we went out yesterday.
lovely pair, and its v.comfortable. (for new shoes)
although she ended up with 3 plasters on her toes. =x
she might end up with more if i had more. =p
went to cini to catch "Sex And The City" yesterday.
a nice comedy with real happenings tt could happen to anyone
it cost $109 and im thinking if i should get it. anyone knows any wkend part time job? i wanna get some extra income for e dress. =p (ok im alr thinking of getting it. =x) went shopping with mummy today, b4 and aft my dental appointment bought a lot of things for her and daddy. i think its e first time im not getting anything for myself for a long time. but well, enjoyed y time =) and im alright alr. =) thanks for all e concern and msg. really appreciate them. =) e day is back to normal and e mind is set to its track. life goes on and im trying to stay as happy as ever. ^.^Tuesday, June 10, 2008
i love this dress!! =)
Monday, June 9, 2008
PS: i miss u
似乎每次都把自己陷进去那深深的感觉
但却从来都学不乖
是伤的不够深吗
不喜欢现在的自己
总是想一些不可能发生的事情
醒醒啊
不会有结果的付出
是可以避免的
不久前才刚刚从上一次的失落中完完全全的走出来
干吗又急着走进下一段呢
放慢脚步
边走边看
就算要飞蛾扑火
也要却定扑进去前火不会被雷阵雨给浇熄呀
千万不要让一时的感觉让你迷失了方向
想清楚 看明白 仔细体会
头脑一定要冷静!!!
Friday, June 6, 2008
was tagged for this, so here it go,
(since im bord doing my work anyway. =x )
Are you afraid of...
[x] The dark
[ ] Staying single forever
[ ] Being a parent
[x] Giving birth - i think e pain is gonna kill me b4 all
[ ] Being myself in front of others
[ ] Open spaces
[ ] Closed spaces
[ ] Heights
[x] Cats
[x] Dogs
[ ] Birds
[ ] Fish
[x] Spiders - litter jumping monsters
[ ] Driving or being in cars
[ ] Flying
[ ] Flowers or other plants
[ ] Being touched
[ ] Fire
[x] Deep water - whos isnt when they cant swim well?
[ ] The ocean - if im merely looking at it and not in it
[x] Failure
[ ] Success
[x] Thunder/lightning
[x] Frogs/toads
[ ] My boyfriend/girlfriends dad
[ ] My boyfriend/girlfriends mom
[x] Mice/rats
[ ] Jumping from high places - sounds pretty fun =D
[ ] Snow
[ ] Rain
[ ] Wind
[ ] Crossing hanging bridges - challenging but should be fun.
[ ] Death
[ ] Heaven
[x] Being robbed
[ ] Cotton balls
[x] Cemeteries - no worries in e day, but when e sun goes down...
[ ] Clowns
[ ] Large crowds
[ ] Men
[ ] Woman
[ ] Having great responsibility
[ ] Doctors including dentists
[ ] Tornadoes
[ ] Hurricanes
[x] Diseases
[x] Snakes
[x] Sharks
[ ] Friday the thirteenth
[x] Ghosts
[ ] Poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] School
[ ] Trains/or railroads
[ ] Odd numbers
[ ] Even numbers
[x] Being alone at night
[x] Being blind - i will probably die due to the lack of AN QUAN GAN
[ ] Being deaf
[ ] Growing up
[x] Monsters under the bed
[x] Noise in the night
[x] Bee stings
[x] Not accomplishing my dream/goal
[ ] Needle
[ ] Blood
[ ] Dinosaurs
[ ] The welcome mat
[ ] Feet
[ ] Having your heart broken
[ ] Being rejected
[ ] Whales
[ ] Ur mom
[ ] Ur dad
[x] Rapists - who isnt?
[ ] Strangers
im in e office now.
suppose to be working, but im slacking and watching video. =x
later afternoon is gonna be busy.
have to submit report and print statement for e month of may.
but looking forward to it.=)
Im becoming a workaholic le, in e slacking and stoning life im currently living in.
not a gd thing. =(
Thursday, June 5, 2008
他的背影,
那么模糊不清.
在人群中,
却又那么清晰了然.
放不开的,
依然是那份安全感.
在其他人身上,
似乎从来不曾发现的踏实感.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
我的心情日记终於'出版'了.
经过了三天的酝酿,好不容易把它弄好了.
开始因为想说一些心里话,才建设了这个网页.
但弄好后,却有不知该怎么说了.
一步一步慢慢来吧.
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