YOU CAN DO THIS! 加油!
Saturday, April 25, 2009
i just wanna focus with the task on hand, other things, talk later. =)
somethings are just meant to be impossible, no matter how hard u try.
Monday, April 20, 2009
im feeling emo. =(
Friday, April 17, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
打开music player, 发现里面装的满满的，都是情歌。
有一种孤单的感觉。
凌晨三点钟，听着情歌；快乐的，伤感的；在一起的，分手后的。
叙说着那么平凡却又那么特殊的爱情。
那是种让人甜密的幸福的却又痛苦的情感。
this was written yesterday (this morning) when im deprived of internet.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
another slpless night. my mind just refuse to shut down. not tt it work too much during day(which i hope it did), but just not in REST mood. been slacking a lot this wkend. im running out of time! haiz. another 12 days. merely 1.5wks. y am i feeling this way? =(
SUN XIYING U BETTER GET BACK TO MUGGING MOOD AND STUDY LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW OR U WILL FLUNK UR FINALS! AND U KNOW WATS GONNA HAPPEN IF U DUN DO WELL!
please stay focus! [MEANING NO VIDEOS! NO GAMES!]
=)
this is worth 12min 13s. =)
Sunday, April 12, 2009
another 2wks to finals. soon it will all be over. and my yr1 uni life will be over. things are happening so fast these days. school, classes, events, labs, meetings...
i did enjoy myself so far, paid the price for it too. and all the meetings and planning are putting me towards the path of event planning. since i like projects, i like breaks btw them, i can rush things out if i have to, but i cant keep the momentum going forever. i think all these fits event planning well. but, if im doing that next time, y am i now spending so much on my studies in engineering? is not well related. but then again, i cant do events planning forever, i will need smt to back up on to. a degree or smt i can rely onto. and ya, tts y im under going all these now ba.
this entry is not very reader friendly, cas im typing out everything thing that comes to my mind at that second, without thinking much or attempting to phrase them well.
well, another 2 wks to exam means im 3wks away from the end of it and my bali trip. will be flying of on the 5th. 9 days of holiday. gonna be lots of fun. with the ppl i know well and knows me well too. not all my friends now a day's knows me well enough. friendship for adults are like that i guess. its just different. they are still impt to me and i do treasure all of them too. my mum once told me she made her best friends, when she was in high sch. i dint believe her, cas i though we r not mature enough, and there is a lot of stupid things going on. now i do. cas i realise u make better friends when u r innocent and young. when u dont hide ur feelings. there are lots of arguments going on at times, but when the arguments end, it really ends. u dun bring it on and back again. at least i dun. and u grow up with ur friends. have many things in common. u guys dun need to have the same character, but the fundamental concept of life is the same, u hold the same judgements and values. is these small but impt things that hold u and ur friends together. do cherish them. because these is wat u cant get when u make friends now. when u alr have a set of values and judgements of ur own.
so ya. another 14 days. get down to earth and study ba. miracles do happen, but nv to exams. =)
jiayou!
*not sure if i will be updating again till my exams end. but i will surely flood this place with pictures when i come back from bali. c u then. =)
Friday, April 10, 2009
给曾经爱过的你，
心中的谜底揭开了。
看到了那天的照片。
没有嫉妒，没有痛，只有一些些的好奇。
她是谁？同学？朋友？还是？
过了这么久，我才能肯定地说我放开了。=)
不管过去对错，无知，冲动，都结束了。
结局并不是那么让人向往，欣慰，但至少我没有遗憾。
付出的，拥有的，你可能没看在眼里，但我都记在心里了。
对你的付出，就仅你而已吧。
应该不会再那么傻，那么冲动了。
毕竟，成熟了，受伤了，学会自我保护了。
不过，不管怎样，还是希望你幸福。
曾几何时，我的付出，一切的一切，让它化成对彼此的祝福吧。
只想再说一次，我曾经深爱过你。
现在的我落笔。
Thursday, April 9, 2009
being a girl is such a troublesome thing. ahhhhhhhh >.<
ok is not one, is 3 of them. arnt they just CUTE? wait till u see the real thing, they r 3x cuter than the picture! WAAAA~ crazy over coinbanks. X)Sunday, April 5, 2009
i went to mini toons yesterday and fall in love with a coin bank.
its super cute!
Saturday, April 4, 2009
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