Dark Romance;

Thursday, September 25, 2008

im back! =)
done with mid term paper.
dint do well though. CS results r alr out, and im below avg. =( too careless and too slow. time to really start off at e correct track. and study for finals. b4 sem1 is over. its not too late still. =)
hope others will turn out to be better.

met up with mui xing and selian today. had a gd time just slacking, sitting ard and talking and laughing. HAHAHA. when i think of some of e conversation, still feel funny. LOL. its been a while since we just sit and talk like today. and its really gd. =D

and to those who read e previous entry and ask y im so emo, its just emo lo. EEEEMMMMOOO. get it? =)
blog is a place tt ppl dont really remember when they r happy, but they will think of it when they r sad. hence there r more emo stuff than expected ba. *im not always so emo. =)
but i shall try to fill up this place with more happy stuff and happenings in my life k. =)

uploaded some pice from social night and appreciation night, which took place b4 e exam. quite a while ago but have been busy trying to mug. not v.successful though. LOL. anyway here they r:

Me sharon and kaiting

e ladies in black.

me and chengen (our skin colour look so extream. >.<)

appreciation night ppl.

planners helpers photographers emcees. everyone! =)

busy entertaining ourselves. =)

engin bash ppl! =)
girls of e night. =) our dresses r so colourful!

tts some of e pics. refer to my facebook album for complete collection of pics. =) shall return with more updates soon. =)

12:21 AM missxiying

Sunday, September 21, 2008

是你，亲手毁灭了你给我的完美回忆。

我一如往日，但你却不再是我认识的那个人。

残忍的事实，眼泪的故事。

2:42 PM missxiying

Thursday, September 18, 2008

its friday tomorrow!
time pass so fast!
and i have so many things to do. wish i can have 48hrs a day instead of 24.

pretty happy tt i completed my CS1101C lab today. with help from friends. hahaz. tkztkz.
but still. i dont like computing. though i will try harder at next lab lesson. i will get it some day! yes. =D

and ya. life is pretty much e same. just more busy. and i miss those times when friends can just hang out and chat and eat like they have all e time in e world. not rushing to do anything. no labs no tutorials no lessons.
but well. to put it short, tts just not school life.
sch life just have so much thing going on tt i can hardly manage.
and i have not been going for driving for 2wks! and have to cancel another 2sessions during next wk. cas need to study for midterm!! mugmugmug. =x

and tomorrow is friday. friday! FRIDAY!!
may be a wonderful day, may be e worst so far.
need to pull myself together and prepare to face it. be it gd or bad.
after a yr. its time to make a change, if possible. if not. just a nice full stop also will do ba. just dont let things go really bad. i will be happy.
so ya. dont let any thing ruin it. at least not on my part!
be brave!! lol sounds like im going to some kind of war. but ya. its smt like tt. LOL

11:08 PM missxiying

Thursday, September 11, 2008

yawnz. its 12.45am.

5th wk of sch. one more wk b4 recess wk. and tt makes it 2more wks b4 mid-term.
DENG DENG DENG DENG. tt rings e alarm.

focus! study! concentrate! and MUGGGGGGGGGG.

oki typing this is easy. but i need to put it to practice. T.T
or i will be in serious trouble. >.<
gosh, school took less than 2months to blow me off guard. totally.

and i found out 1thing tt is v.scary.
going through and understanding lecture notes and not being able to do tutorial qns is way more scary than not understand a single thing cas u dint border to read e notes.
cas this make u feel really stupid. =x
its like black and white infront of u, but y cant u just get it?? e problems in notes and tutorial r so similar. still dont get it? r u dumb or r u dumb?
X.X

12:45 AM missxiying

Monday, September 8, 2008

and then, life goes on...

7:59 PM missxiying

Saturday, September 6, 2008

sometime, i wish i have wings.
to fly, to escape, to see the world from another view.
see the world of a blind, hear the world of a deaf and touch the world of a dream.
impossible, most would think.
any why, many ask.
but few can understand that only at the impossible moments of life, when you give up on trying to change life to make it better, when you learn to accept and enjoy, that is when you truly feel joy.
you will begin to cherish every little thing around you.
the breeze, the rain and nature.
this opens up a whole new world, where the blind can see, the deaf can hear and the dream can be touch with nothing, but one's heart.
a truly sincere heart with no aim, no motive, no plans.
one filled with sincerity, love and care...

5:37 PM missxiying

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

干花：一种尘封记忆的方法。

11:07 PM missxiying

Monday, September 1, 2008

hey hey! im back!! with lots of pics!! =D

been busy with birthday chalet planning, school and bash so no time to update. but now everything's over! besides school. and things ended on a good note. XD

yes im 21 now. and e bash result just came as a belated birthday present to me ba. e short but memorable experience have tought me things i will benefit for life. i got to face e ugly side of adult world first instead of e nice one. or is there a nicer side in e first place?

e ppl(students) i met during this whole event r great and i hope tt e friendship will last. =D so guys keep in contact k.

ok enough of words, some pic at chalet and engin bash 08. =)

btw, those that have my pic for chalet and bash can send me pls!! tkz!! =D

part of zelda!