Dark Romance;

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

im angry and im pissed and im dissappointed!!!!!!!
rarw!!!!!!! how can they do this???
with more than 400 ppl bidding for CTW, only give 240!!!
HOW CAN THEYYYY????

STUPID CORS!!!!!! sometimes even the smartest ppl just like to show u how stupid they r. example? nus

RARW!!

1:15 AM missxiying

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

i found a gd look with my own-self cut hairstyle! looks not bad. =p

but well im gonna trim it away on fri. facing freshies with bangs doesnt sound like a gd idea. too act cute for me. this 2 wks r enough for me to play ard and have fun with the bangs. =)

i wanna get a pretty haircut on fri for the pretty sem ahead! looking pretty! yay! ^.^

just bid for my modules on cors. please help me to obtain my ctw slot!!! it is v.impt!!!!!!
pls pls pls!!!

may tomorrow be a better day! or a day as gd as today! <3

cheers!!

1:58 AM missxiying

Sunday, July 26, 2009

i had a super weird dream last night. i dream of mayo fight.
with other sauces as well.
humm. life is getting more strange.

4:31 PM missxiying

Saturday, July 25, 2009

was looking through bali pics from our trip back in may. and i just miss the place more!!! its an island of adventure, love and passion. and if one went there once, it just runs in the blood forever! the surge of wanting to be back there again, for the wave the sun and the sea! it increases the heartbeat! woohoo!

went to meet my dear milos for HTHT today. ya said stuff out and i feel better. though problem still not solved. maybe i shall just leave it as it is! or maybe the problem doesnt exist at all. ah i should stop thinking about this! or i will end up feeling emo again. must be happy and enjoying the remaining of my holidays!! emo mood.. shoo!

cheers!!!

12:22 AM missxiying

Friday, July 24, 2009

SMILE!
HAPPY DAY
=D

cheers=D

4:00 PM missxiying

boo. another day gone. im just 10days away from owk! just a yr ago, at this time, i was still pondering about uni, about nus, preparing matric fair etc. and now, im in the position of a SENIOR [>.<] gont through a camp and taking another one coming up. how fast time flies.

nus did taught me a lot in this yr. range from academic to external stuff. showing me the different side of ppl in the world out there, at the same time enligjten me on how gd ppl are ard me. =)

another yr of sch life is coming! im looking forward and yet dreading it. another 4months of lack of slp. but on the other hand, sch term add meanings to me and life. make me learn.

so just have to open my arms big big and welcome sch with a happy smile! hope it will be touched by my friendliness and give me a easy time this sem. =)

talking about which, i will camp in FOE the whole of next sem. 50% of my time in LT2, another 50% in tutorial classrooms ard the place. cas all my lectures are in LT2! and i really mean ALL, like 12hrs of lectures in tt lt.

im gonna take eg1413 [aka CTW] next sem! anyone else taking???
looking for course mates. =)

cheers!!!

1:19 AM missxiying

Thursday, July 23, 2009

the first time i saw him, i think he is cute. all tt i can ask for, on the outside. but i know nothing about him inside.

the first time i saw HIM, i dint realise his presence, not until i get to really interact and talk along, i realise we r r similar on the inside.

and

the first time i saw 他, i dint think much. is just a friend. but after some times, 他 came in slowly, and rooted its place there. and i cant get it away.

ahha, im stuck in the same situation again, thinking too much, dun know which to choice and thinking too much. when all r just friends, or maybe not.

tts wat happen when u dun have siblings ba. u dun know what is the right distance to keep btw ppl. esp of the opposite gender. sometimes u get too close, sometimes stay too far. and then the wonderful creation of smt called "mind" start working strangely and bring strange thoughts tt u can nv imagine to u.

there are times when u dint intent for things to happen and ppl just infer randomly; there are times when u dint think about things even, and when it happen u feel strange; and there are times when u r just too scared to face it for things to happen. which time is it? which character is to play?? and which role am i in for this round of game?? shall and most likely will remain unknown till i change.

i remember my milo cleque always talk about the same topic tt have gone on for like 8 yrs. [u should know what it is, if u dunt then u r not suppose to know =D ] and until now, i think i finally figured out the reason. is not cas of all the physical excuses tt i find for myself, nor is it the difference i magnified so many times for no one but myself. it is the boundary tt i build up around myself, to protect and also to isolate. we always talk about the wants the need and the truth. but actually, deep down, i dun even know myself. how can i expect to find someone tt knows me? is not about lack of confidence or any other reasons tt ppl always thought about. i cant name it either, but is just the lack of courage to present infront of the right ppl at the right time, in the right way. [tt is confidence in some way, but well i dun feel lack of confidence at all, in fact i wanna show myself better! uniquely strange idea.]

humm yap. and for now, i should stop thinking and just take life normally, and see how things go. =) after all, i love my life and no matter what, im gonna make everyday a gd one with smt happy about it. and i found my today alr. so im happy. =D

cheers <3

3:15 AM missxiying

just realise i dint update my blog for more than a wk alr. this wk is v.busy packed with stuff. some gd, some bad. the way life always go. ahha, well.
i cant remember what i did last wk alr. but roughly, there were owk dry run and some meetings here and there. AND i removed my extraction stitches. woohoo~ pain, but is much better alr. =D

mon went down for bash meeting + props making session 1. had fun working together with the bash team! all funny and nice ppl. =)

then yesterday went to help rag. finally, after i promissed for so long. =) and met a lot of ppl there. everyone seems to be down to help! (just tt day)

today~ go back again, photoshoting for bash, food hunting for flag plus runnus meeting with the comm. been a while since i last join them, really a lot of updates. and i learnt. =)

2:58 AM missxiying

Sunday, July 12, 2009

pretty sunday afternoon, alone in my room. >.<
so many things waiting to be done b4 sch start! im gonna cut hair, exercise, shop for bags, shop for dress, shop for skirts, shop for tops, shop for jackets, shop for shoes etc etc etc etc...
thinking of going out later or tomorrow,
BUT face still a bit swell. -_-
or maybe i should just stay at home till tue the go for owk dryrun. humm

cheers =)

3:44 PM missxiying

Friday, July 10, 2009

rarw rarw rarw rarw!!!!!!!!!
PAINNNNNN. =(

11:16 PM missxiying

Another day at home! i decided to do smt constructive. =)
i packed my room! firstly cas is in a chaos condition, secondly to prevent my mum from coming in everyday and complain it look like a rubbish dump, and thirdly cas im really bored. =x

b4 the war!
my mess looking and dusty shelf.

The study table

mid-war break!

Tah Dah~
=D

ok my shelf is still filled with stuff. but tts its purpose! at least its much more neat now! =)

LOOK AT HOW MUCH STUFF I CLEARED OUT!!!!
(there are 2 stacks of paper in the green plastic bag, each is about 1.5foot high!)

AND i found these!!! my pri school badget! there should be some more, but sadly i couldnt find them. =(

AND AND AND`
i found my jc2 class photo and aj 06 and 07 yr book!!!
(ok, i admit my fringe failed tt time)

and i dug this out! (i think this pic is cute ^_^)

i ended my mass mess clean up session by decorating my board! with lovely pics of my loved ones! =)

then of the day!

and end of HQO!

BUT! im going for wisdom extraction tomorrow early in the morning at 10. another few more days at home after tt. and no solid nice food. =( shall survive on watery and semi solid and baby food then. >.<

wish me luck~

the operation is really scary, imagine electric saw and drills in ur mouth and u can hear it and feel it.

(not the pain, but when they pull and saw, can feel the pressure and all)

and i feel sick thinking about it. *turns green.

ok, off to complete my epi 14 of boys over flowers. and i shall be back talking about my operation tomorrow, if i survive. =x

cheers =)

1:03 AM missxiying

Thursday, July 9, 2009

有些人，走过，路过，遇过，就忘了；

有些人，走过，会在你心中留下脚印；

有些人，路过，会在你脑海留下身影；

有些人，遇过，就一辈子也忘不掉了。

5:45 PM missxiying

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

im planning my timetable for next sem!!!! woohoo~~
thinking of wat modules to take... got 4 cores + CTW... planning to take one more... humnm any recommendations?? looking for gems. =)

9:09 PM missxiying

bored at home...

been looking ard for nice nice stuff. then came across tiff & co chains and tiara. they look so nice together with tiffanny blue boxs and white cream ribbons! so princess looking~

ok im daydreaming~~ but who cares... lalala... ^_^
(side effect of staying at home for too long...)

8:28 PM missxiying

Monday, July 6, 2009

i was just talking to my friend on msn, then he mentioned smt which gave me a lot to think about. and i thought of sharing it here. =) (if anyone still reads it =p)

a relationship wont last if its perfect...
because there is no need for each other simply...
and hence....
thus....
...

1:28 AM missxiying